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Oh. My. Gosh./Private
That was definitely not what I was expecting when I accepted Timothy's invitation last night. I'm not even really sure how it happened. One minute we were kissing and then he was touching me and... I didn't know anything could feel that good.
I think I'm starting to understand why Elle likes... That kind of thing. I mean, I wouldn't want to with anyone but Timothy, but I think I could easily grow addicted to doing those things with him.
I can barely focus of my classes today.
I'm thinking of getting more physical with Timothy. I mean I sort have already have done some things, but.../Private
Do you have any advice regarding protection. I was thinking I should be prepared, just in case.
My relationship with Timothy has grown a bit more.. physical as of late./Private
We're still only kissing, but lately it feels more.. intense. It's really hard to describe, but it's definitely not a bad kind of intense. Well, except that it almost feels too good. Do you know what I mean?
I've found myself wondering lately what it would be like if I allowed things to progress further. Not that he has been pushing for anything more than what we are doing. He had been a perfect gentleman. Still, I am curious.
I do not know for certain that I am ready for things to escalate, but I have been entertaining the idea lately. After all, I love him. He loves me. We have been dating for quite some time.I keep wondering how it would feel to let him touch meI do not wish to rush into anything, but there is a part of me that does want more. I am merely uncertain about how wise it would be to act on those desires.
/PrivateI can't sleepI miss having you next to meI missed you tonightHow was your day, love?
I will admit that I was concerned that having a boyfriend might adversely affect my studies, but that has not been the case. Things with Timothy are going really well and my schoolwork has not suffered in the slightest./Private.
There is a documentary on this evening that I am planning to see. Would you care to join me? We could order some Chinese and cuddle in front of the television./Private.
You should see the girl who is volunteering at Mercy House. I can't believe anyone would actually dress that way. It's appalling. To make matters worse, Mother seems to have taken her under her wing, which means I'm going to be forced to spend time with her. I feel like a horrible person for saying so, but I am not looking forward to it./Private
Father has suggested a small dinner party in the near future and I would love for you to attend. Would next Saturday evening be an acceptable time for the three of you?/Private
He can't know that Timothy and I have been... whatever it is we're doing, right? Well, he might. I did tell Mother and she may have told him. I hope he doesn't plan to interrogate him. That would be a little embarrassing, especially since I'm not sure if we're.. it feels like we're dating, but I don't want to assume and I haven't found the nerve to bring up the subject./Private
He kissed me. Timothy kissed me. It was... really nice.
Hey, you. I had a good time last night. Thank you for getting my mind of finals for a few hours.